Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The real reason I am not blogging

I'm pregnant!

Just kidding...actually I just have a million things to do that I don't want to do, so I can't justify spending time blogging while my "to do" list grows ever bigger. It's ironic that I am actually blogging right now, I have a whole list of stuff I need to accomplish sitting right in front of me, I am choosing to ignore it right now. I guilt myself into doing stuff, it's how I work.

I am also trying to finish "Gone With The Wind" before it is overdue. I have hauled that dang book to Las Vegas and Hawaii trying to find time to read, I am only on page 346 of 1037 pages. I am really enjoying it for what it's worth, the beginning was a bit slow but it has picked up now. I have discovered that I have an alarming amount of personality characteristics in common with Scarlett O'Hara. I actually really like her as a character (see, I am narcissistic too!) she's just a selfish little firecracker and I enjoy reading all of her inner dialogue.

While we are on the subject of terrible mother's, I have got to get something off of my chest.

I have never finished Gabe's baby book, I have one page done in Ian's baby book, and Simon's baby book doesn't even exist yet. In case you don't know, Gabe is 6, Ian will be 4 in a couple weeks, and Simon is 2.

I know this seems trivial but I seriously feel guilt about this a lot. My problem is that I do not like to scrapbook alone, in fact I really hate to scrapbook. The only way I can tolerate it is if I scrapbook with friends or family. I also cannot scrapbook while my kids are around, it makes me just want to pull my hair out!

Scrapbooking friends please intervene!

I'm also just tired, Nick has been swamped with work and church stuff, so have I so all my mental energy is usually gone before 3 PM. We are also in the throws of potty training Simon, it's actually going pretty well, he was the one to motivate it so he's definitely ready. The problem is that he is wearing pull-ups. I hate pull-ups because when he doesn't make it to the toilet in time it's hard to clean up. Simon hates to be wet or dirty too, so he just waddles around saying "Sick mommy, it's sick, let's put it in the toilet" Then he freaks out while I try to get the pull up off because he thinks he is going to get "stuff on him". He usually does, because he is freaking out. Yesterday we had one of these episodes while cleaning our church, of course I had no wipes or a new pull up with me and there were no paper towels in the bathroom. Oh it was comical to say the least. Potty training is such a pain!

In other news...I do plan on posting some pictures of our recent trip to Hawaii, when I can justify the time I must spend resizing them in photoshop. Ugh...

If it's yummy food you want to hear about (Bri) you should go to Eat Your Veggies Peas, a food blog that I contribute too. Or you could check out a recipe book from your local library, one that I have enjoyed reading lately is "How to be a domestic Goddess: Baking and the art of comfort cooking" By Nigella Lawson. The pictures are to die for! Or you could get yourself on over to my kitchen and I will cook or bake something for you. I ALWAYS make time for cooking and eating!

That is all folks.

6 comments:

Lindsey Montague said...

http://erinandrobwells.blogspot.com/2010/04/goal-completed.html

My cousin has the same issues with scrapboking. Read what she did and see if it might work for you. And, I saw it in person and might do it for our family in the future.

Curious...?

Linda said...

My kids scrapbooks aren't done either. The terrible thing is I was working at Stampin' Up! when I had Emilie and at my work shower everyone gave me two finished scrapbook pages that just needed pictures! Three years later...they still just need pictures! Sigh...

Eva said...

I LOVE to scrapbook! I've been wanting to get back to scrapbooking for a long time, it has taken me a whole year to adjust having a baby and making time for other things. I've been cleaning my scrapbook area, you'll have to come over and we can scrapbook together!

Ashlie Dalton said...

i need to get something off my chest:
i HATE scrapbooking.
hate.
hate.

i think i just always felt like i had to do it because that's what everyone did... right?!
i'm no good at it. and i do not enjoy it.

so, this is how i solved my problem:
started my blog.

you can print them off all (cute and stuff), as a book. WA-LA!

Sheila Jacobs said...

Emily! I was sooooo excited by your intro line! What a bummer, you should never shock your mother-in-law like that!

I understand your scrap book lament!

We really got into it for a time there didn't we?

Maybe when Brianna gets back to Salt Lake, we can have some more time to do our crafts............oh, wait, a minute we have to bash some walls!

Never mind, then.

Amy said...

I think you're the only person who can write a "life is hard" post and not sound whiny or depressing even a little bit. However, I'm still sorry that there is too much to do and too little time to do it. *sigh*

PS Simon is right, that is sick. I don't know if I can handle potty training when the time comes....but when compared with diaper changes for life....meh.